Take a Deep Breath

I just finished it! For real!! My first serious story has been finished, read through, and edited. Like serious editing. I don't think I've ever dedicated so much time to one thing EVER.

Let's see... I'll read you my numbers :D
82 pages
32,095 words (That makes it a novellete!)
23 chapters.
That's a hunk-a-junk!! I'm so proud of it.

First finishing it, I didn't really feel anything.... After all, the story is unfinished I have SO much more to write! So much depth, character, war, pain, torture, love, stress, and pain (did I say that already) to write! I think there's going to be two more books, and that's super exciting.
But now, as I share this with all my dedicated readers (ahahaha that's a good one Brina!) I can feel the anticipation rising. I finally finished. It's done. And it's so, so, so, so stupid :D I hate all my characters... Pretty much.

Take a deep breath, Brina. I close my eyes as I type this, listening to Clara C's cover of Clocks (originally sung by Coldplay) and the bittersweet melody of the music and my feelings and dreams are just so.... filling? I don't think the word does it justice.

Are you impressed with my closed-eye writing? hahaha :D

What will I do with my time now if I can't plan what to do next with Scars, the story that lies so close to my heart?
I'll think of the sequel. Call it our child ;P Never mind that's super weird...

Thanks for listening. I'm happy now. Yet, strangely, so incredibly calm. Here's my bet - I won't sleep tonight because I'll be thinking of the sequel all night. And I'll squeal. And keep Lily up all night.

Happy. happyhappyhappy

P.S.
Time for publishmentness.